I managed to detach myself from these items. I took pictures of pages I wanted to keep, in a way they are good enough to be edited if I want a more "clear" image. I listed two and I didn't believe that they sold in 10 minutes after listing, as I tought it will take some days to get anyone to send me stupid offer I won't accept because it's a hard lowball. I guess I'll be done by end of next month and all of this money will be nice... I'll go somewhere and get a gift for my mom's birtday, save a lot and overpay my payment plan on my sewing machines.
*I realized how my taste is constant for few years at this point regarding fashion. I also hate anything that came from LFW since 2000 (the worst fashion week) and how vile was styling in British magazines. I hate this stupid faux 50s pompadours on female models with extremely film noir makeup, it's so ugly on top of these "fashion images" being extremely porny and just disgusting. I like simple cuts, fitting ones, certain set of colors and I always can invent new ideas. I didn't touch these magazines or my image archives for over a year, yet I had enough good ideas. I want to create rather to consume. I won't be working in fashion or any creative industry anyway!