Every Christmas season is a shattering experience. Easter isn't, I think it's more about lack of family (everyone is scattered and bonds are broken) and even at home everyone is atomized. It suffocates me that I did only look at a screen since 20th because of one stupid decision and wanting to deliver since I wrote to a person whose work I enjoy a lot. Even when I'm not obliged to.
I want to clean up my room and organize. Change some things before New Year hits