wednesday, 6th november

I bought myself some cheap chinese painted glass tealight holders... they were so cheap but very cute, like it's colorful glass that always makes me think about interior design from 20 or more years ago. In another store in this marketplace where was so much of glass, not as much of candles though. I couldn't pick anything since I need to know what vessels I need for arranging flowers... I wouldn't be able to take them home this time though. First I should go to library and check book about flower arranging, I might buy myself own copy too. I want to plant flowers in spring to have my own cut flowers...

I ended up registering on biggest cosmetics forum in my country and reviewing products here. I'll probably translate some of my reviews and put them up here too, mostly skincare and some makeup. I got a new concealer and shade is right so far but it's not good as substitute of foundation under my powder. It's fine with my foundation and finally I'm not orange, though it's heavy and dries so fast but coverage... it's insane. If I'll use it up I'm gonna probably go for something higher end again, since this one I have now is from Inglot.

Regarding Inglot - they moved the store to an island stall to cut costs and they only have 50% of stock now due to less space... No 450 or 607 anymore which they still had despite these colors being literally discontinued for 3 years already... I'll probably get new ones from Vinted since people sell these if they didn't end up using them... I found someone who has many discontinued pearls but I blew my money on fabrics and I consoomed different pearl singles from Inglot before. I need to check if they still have my lipstick colors on the location (113, 169 are most important... I'm gonna stock on 169 someday... maybe zoomers will make it popular and it will be kept in production. When pretty popular eyeshadow colors I got just few months ago are gone... yeah) and I want to try lipgloss again actually. I'll try one from them first before planning consooming more expensive ones.

I ended up talking about mostly consooming unfortunately. I ended up buying more wool fabric and I hate it, honestly I just want to buy few more I wanted (like 4 kinds left for now) and it will be over, unless I'll find cheap remnants of old fabrics from my country. When I'll have more money I want to buy summer and spring fabrics but I'll stagger it over the time since I want to empty out one big shelf and drawer to put these fabrics together finally rather in two places. From now I'm setting destashing goals for each 2 weeks. I'll be tracking it in status. For now I have 6m to use up... Almost all are green. Linen bought in Prague, thicker cotton poplin, olive linen bought almost 2 years ago and dark purple linen-cotton blend satin. I keep on sewing summer and spring clothing because it's less tense for me, I can practice finishing off on cheaper fabrics than these wools I have. I need to buy some notions and lining though... Yet there are more fabrics from local store I still want and I hate myself. But I'll keep sewing to not think about how world is becoming even shittier.

I was gone for almost a month, nothing changed that much, I had some psychotic like episodes before my period again. I want to make myself change. I want to exercise again, read, journal and use up my fabric stash instead mindlessly browsing the internet. I'm back, but for how long? I wasn't taking photos for a long time, now I want to get back to it but I don't go out that much anymore...