I feel slightly better. I'm unfortunately plagued with constant mood swings and my feelings and emotions are confusing.
*The girl who came in for seasonal job at my work quit just after a week and I'll have to take on her duties... I'm tired but at least I won't have to do things I hate and I'll be paid more at least. Staying until 19:00 daily, ugh. I can't wait until it ends.
*Yesterday I received another S3 which turned out to be dark grey, it kinda does look like S4. I took it today with me, I managed to take some photos I liked. I want to have this freedom to go take photos when it's getting dark. I want to do long exposure photography on both old digital and film... I need to find my tripod.
*I bought some new colored pencils, they are really soft but I need to sharpen them. I want to make myself draw again, draw things I actually enjoy.
*Today I saw my old online friend active on one social media site. I didn't talk to her in ages but I wanted to know if she does have contact with one old mutual friend, who wasn't active much on social media or her site for a while... I ended up going to check her social media again and now she's falling on her health. I knew she did have health problems but I wasn't aware how bad it got. I feel weird about this now. I didn't talk to both of them for years...
*My bedroom is still clean. I make my bed every morning now. I take out things and put them in their place in the other room... But I still need to clean this other room.