I don't have time and I end buying things to make my mood better, but I don't even have time to enjoy them. I hate being used that much that I don't have desire to do anything later because I have to rest from bullshit work. I want it to end.
*Organizing all photos I took and kept was lifechanging. I need to select photographs I took which I adore the most. I want to print them and start keeping albums of photos.
*From fantasizing about man of my dreams I moved into making my own friend. I know it's ridiculous... But I needed the second twin to have a cute girl to be with... I make up this one man in my head over and over. He always has a twin brother. His age, era things are set in, what he does, etc. are flexible. I like some change from time to time.
*A book I bought recently just came in the mail. I want to feel good enough to sit down see all of the images. I got some more interior design magazines from my country, too.
*I need to start cleaning up things just after finishing something to keep them from piling on. Take out the boxes after opening packages. Handwash my homemade and delicate pieces after wearing if it's a top or dress... Putting the laundry in the basket. Putting my digicams back in the place. Collecting scraps after cutting things out. Cleaning up after finishing sewing. Ironing and folding fabrics after washing. Actually folding the laundry.
I need to organize my files. Clear out bookmarks. Stop being all over the place. Stop wasting time on mindless browsing instead of making my fabric piles smaller and smaller while producing clothes I'll actually wear.