friday, 16th august

I've been feeling weird for a long time recently. I'm burnt out and I hate my job. I'm thinking about too many stupid things. I'm fantasizing about my perfect life and a man that I'd love if he was real. I spend too much of time fantasizing about intimacy and sex with a man that doesn't exist... But he is with me. In my head.

My new camera has a dying sensor. I just hope this guy has another working one for sale. It had perfect color calibration. There were few weird things about it as it wouldn't charge battery in camera. I just hope it won't stop working soon. I need another one.