saturday, 28th july

Did I overgrow the need for an online journal? Maybe. I might not have the need to talk for long time now, I feel more like I want to vanish and hide. Much of this is caused by terrible situation at home and being tired after I come back, my energy gets drained fast and I can't do anything I want to. I can't start a new project even. I end up browsing internet mindlessly every day. I'm tired of being stuck in a limbo...

After coming back from Prague I managed to create a gallery for around 500 pictures I selected, uploading was a nightmare but I have it done. I wrote down the diary which I still need to edit, so entire section won't be up until I'll sit down and edit some stupid shit I wrote down while recalling entire stay.

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I need to stop buying things. I found a store which has nice linen, unfortunately for current prices, in many colors I want and at least they don't virtue singal about it. But I just bought a fabric I was watching for almost 2 months... I need to use up what I got. I finally got a SmartMedia reader so I can get photos from few cameras I got. Even worse, I want another camera using it which is sold at inflated price but at least... it comes with 128mb card.

I bought 2002 year of Twój Styl and I realized how much I hate post-2001 fashion. I got some interior design magazines from my country and they were fun, as they presented fun, livable modernist design on budget and in a way possible here.

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I want to do things again. I want to read more. I need to return my loans to library. I'm gonna extend my loan of Kitchen if it isn't reserved by someone else.