sunday, 19th may

My head hurt today and I didn't really get anything done yet. I'm so busy that I don't really have time to start some proper project. I come back tired, I have more work at home and I just end up doing nothing later.

I went through my photo folders and there was so much of shitty photos which I wouldn't take now. I deleted so many of them and I felt better, I felt... clean. I don't want to make shitty snapshots anymore and sometimes I don't want to touch my cameras. I don't want to sell them either. I need a purpose to take photos, do it when I actually feel it. Snapping boring photos of same subject is just a sign my life is boring. It's a reason why I don't really write long stupid journal entries here, I just don't have much to say usually to write something long. While talking to someone in private I can dump a huge wall of text and I want to moderate it now, it used to be worse before and it got better but I should get myself a notebook and keep a paper journal around. But it will leave a pernament mark of stupid shit I wrote, so I might just keep around some text files that I can delete later when I'll feel extreme levels of cringe about this.

Note to myself: buy a new mouse as this one gonna die soon, I stood random double clicks for too long.