I don't understand universal elation with Christmas-New Year season. It's a period where I feel most miserable. Celebrating New Year maybe has some sense, the feeling you got empty canvas over and over. But still, life continues as usual. It doesn't change that much sometimes, I suppose that I'd celebrate if it maybe was a round, jubilee year...
I want to carry on and set myself goals that I'll try to fullfill. I don't want to feel anxious anymore.