One of IRC rooms I frequented seems to be completely dead. I think last time I connected to it was around a year, maybe two years ago? When recently I remembered about it, it was empty and it seemed I couldn't properly connect to it. Other one had some people connected, but no one talked here at all.
Sometimes I feel like Oskar from Boys don't Cry, but reversed. Being a mediocre looking woman and dreaming of a man who's tall, beatutiful, lanky but still a bit muscular, with deep brown eyes and golden blond hair... Kinda like him ordering wh... well, prostitutes and wanting a perfect classical beauty for himself, but for his friend... whatever goes.
Been trying to find decently priced copies of Lem's essay collections. I hope to get Megabit Bomb, Mystery of the Chinese Room, Sex Wars, Okamngnienie and Lube Czasy. All are collections of his 90s work for various magazines. I got interested in World on the Edge which is an interview book. I found out Lem indeed wrote sort of autobiographical novel called High Castle, which was written in mid 1960s, where he described pre-war Lviv. Very curious about it.
I washed all fabrics I bought for summer clothing. I wonder if I should start sewing now, as size I use is still a bit tight but I don't know what if I'll lose more weight or finally stop all of excuses and get to exercising, mostly hip and stomach area.